definition
I am finding that the older I get the more my definitions are changing. The definition of cool for instance. What was cool for me at 18 is anything but at 32. I parked my Infiniti next to a new sports car at church a week or so ago and the students came out and were gaga over the sports car and I thought 15 years ago I would have been dreaming of the sports car as well but now there is no way I would trade.
I just can’t see myself having a mid-life crisis (buying a harley or two-seat death trap) because I am too practical. I guess that is life. I dream of the future (perhaps too much) but I rarely if ever find myself looking back lamenting over “what might have been”. I am a dreamer; there is no denying that but not about the past. It is always about the future. All I can envision are the days ahead, finding (and doing) the will of God. I know that there is no future in looking back. That change is inevitable and must come. Can I stay fluid and change with the times? Some things must change and some things must be defended at all cost against change.
What things am I defending today? Am I defending my comfort zone or my carnality? Am I living in a vacuum that is constantly getting smaller? The truth doesn’t need defending. Lies don’t triumph over truth. My commitment to the truth however does. Just thinking today. Rambling, incoherent babbling? Perhaps. What are you defending today?
